Cherish Vs Give up

13th Sept 2010

现在的感触很多。。 今天我外婆跟我说了很多关于“我父亲”的事， 令我感到生气和难过。。 我看见妈妈的眼泪。。心很痛！ 我心想一切就这样过去吧。。 但我知道妈妈始终放不下这段感情。。 我现在想做的事就是孝顺妈妈和爱护兄弟姐妹。。

I "always" wish to give my family the best.. but is that enough?? I really dont know.. After "my father" matter, i told myself that i have to work very hard to earn more money in order to maintain this family well.. wad this family wants is just a simple happiness..

Why CHAN relatives kip on giving us trouble?? Can't they just stop it?? and let it over??

I can be a joker at home cos i choose to have a happy and joyful family.. so i dont mind.. If i feel sad, i choose to hide it from my family cos i know i will make them worried for me.. That's why last time zikuan always told me that if gt any problems or unhappiness, feel free to tell her.. But if really encounter BIG problem, i will definitely tell them cos i know they will confirm help mi out..FAMILY is always my best supporter!!

I know let go of a person is not easy.. but no pt to kip back a person who dont know how to cherish you.. it's TOTALLY USELESS..

From today onwards, i wont give up on anyone..include YOU!