Family and career are my MAIN focus

“在感情和友情之间， 我会选择什么？”

这几天， 很忙碌。。 所以我决定了让自己放松一下。。 我不想再去管那些不愉快的事情。。 结局如何不是我能控制的。。 我知道因为这件事， 让你对我失去了信任。。 但我知道一切都过去了。。 因为我看了你的博客。。 不管结果会是如何， 但我知道我们依然是朋友。。 但我现在需要的是时间。。

除了说明这件事情以外， 我还要感谢一个人。。
I think I should use English to write this..
I'm really appreciated on what you have done to me.. I'm touched by your concern and care..
You told me not to bother/worry too much about my friendship and 'guide' me on what i should do.. That time you wrote for me a long reply on MSN and on the reply, i know that you feel unfair and worry for me... I've never seen such a long reply before.. After that matter, you still worried whether i'm still bother about it or not..
Not only that everytime i feel busy, you will text me and ask me to take care of myself and remind me to have my dinner.. and all this and that.. Please dont worry for me anymore..
* I need to focus on my career and family.. Other than that, I would say it's not a right time..

S-O-R-R-Y

I know wad i say now is useless to you.. cos like wad you said on your blog.. the trust is not there anymore.. I do know you feel so hurt and sad after seeing those pics.. i do not wish to hurt anyone of them out here.. i think other than writing here, nothing i can do now.. after sending the email to everyone, you called me and told me that it's okay to attend his birthday even i never attend yours.. I bought your present in advance cos i already know that i cannot make it on that day.. even jarryl birthday i din even have the time to buy.. I did try my best to please everyone but that's not easy for me.. I read your blog and fb status.. i know how you feel but do you know how i feel after reading your blog? do you know how many ppl are trying to console me after i posted my status on fb?? I feel so guilty and bad that i hurt you.. I cried after reading your blog.. i do feel hurt.. believe or not? is not depend on me.. sorry! now i do not wish to ask for your forgiveness but just to understand me.. i cherish! I do know you always be there for me like the law case..once a person helped me, i will rmb for my lifetime.. so i really wan to say a BIG sorry to you!